Friday, April 12, 2019

Black Hole

In tribute to recently released NASA picture of what  Black Hole may look like. Several telescopes around the world focused on a distant Galaxy for years to be able to create this composite. 

I had written a verse in 2013 about Black Hole which I believe still holds true for most part. Astrophysics evolves every passing year so does our understanding of the  universe.

Below are the recently released picture with my imaginary rendering, done in 2013. As much as I love the real one, I find mine more 'romantic'.


Stars 
Plummet into them.
Black holes
Inexactly 
Worm holes
Voracious cosmic leviathans
Potent, indiscernible 
Palpable and critical; pursuing 
Unfamiliar laws of physics
Mothers and conduits to each galaxy 
Through which perhaps,
Lies a parallel universe

The behemoths' gravity 
Swallows galaxies plucking
Along time, space, light 
And matter atom by atom
Flinging, stretching,
Eventually disintegrating
Incinerating them all
Through a unique and dark 
Point of Singularity

Ultimately,
It matters not
If there is this or  
Parallel universe
On the either side
Of the Black Holes

             
         charu
        2013

Composite Picture Of A Black Hole-Courtesy Google Search
Black Hole-by charu gandhi

Tuesday, April 9, 2019

Surreal

This post is not intended to either incite or invite sympathy, but only to narrate a surreal experience I  had.

From our recent vacation we returned, I with a mangled left wrist. Immediately upon arrival we contacted an Orthopedic surgeon who recommended surgery to rearrange the broken bones and a titanium plate with screws to shore them up.

Surgery was done under general anesthesia but a regional Blocker injection to a nerve in Clavical area was highly recommended; to lessen the bleeding during surgery and to combat post surgery pain. I was advised that the effect of regional numbing of arm below the shoulder will last for about 24 to 36 hours. I was also told that I will not be able to raise or lower my arm without other hand helping it to do so. I will not be able to feel my arm and/or wiggle my fingers. I went along. Surgery went well.

In recovery room I realized that all that I was told was correct. My arm felt like a total dead-weight. I started to cradle my arm like a swaddled baby. My arm and fingers felt numb and foreign; as if they were not my own limbs.

Stranger yet, in the middle of night, I felt I needed to scratch my operated arm and fingers. Every time I reached out to scratch or feel my numb arm I could not.  I would wake up to see that my good hand was reaching about 20 to 30 degrees away from where I needed to scratch. Not only that, if my arm was entirely numb why did I feel a need to scratch?

Now that was really Surreal!

I began to wonder, is this what a paralyzed person feels about their paralyzed body parts and is this what some amputees describe as Phantom pain; in this case scratch?

I am not a doctor but would like to know if this experience credibly describes sensations of paralysis and/or amputation. 

Anyone?



Post-Surgery

Post Surgery Cast

Sunday, March 24, 2019

Adversaries



Do you know the other guy?
He is my evil twin Bhupen                                               Who me?


Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Howrah Bridge..


...christened anew Rabindra Setu is a cantilever and suspension bridge spanning a distributary of Ganges, Hooghly. It connects town and Railway station of Howrah with Calcutta, now renamed Kolkata. Construction of the bridge began in 1936 and completed in 1942 under the British rule of India, Raj. It was built without nuts and bolts but with rivets only. It is a pride and joy for me, an ex-Calcutta-ite... I still know the city as Calcutta, once my home, and perhaps always will know it as such.

                                                                                                                                    charu


Howrah Bridge-IMG_1530.jpg


Thursday, November 1, 2018

Panihari--Water Girl



Panihari-IMG_6479.jpg


पनिहारी 

चलि राधा किशन अभिसारे
निकली पनिया भरन बहाने।
जरा संभलके चलिओ राधे,
काहनो कंही कंकरी ना मारे।


                                          --चारू गांधी 


Water Girl

To a rendezvous
 with Krishna,
 she left, as if to fetch water.
Tread carefully Radha,
Krishna may sling a pebble!

                        Poem and Translation
                     by
                        --charu gandhi

















Sunday, October 21, 2018

Take me there again....


....the street where I first lost my balance
the world, the world of my love,
from where I brought back my restlessness
......take me

where I left my life unaware
where I left my youth
where on a square you will find 
fresh signs of my devotion to my love
....take me

that world where she left her footprints
there lies my happiness and sadness
I will bring back ashes of that trail
of which  every speck is my beloved
......take me

there behind one colorful veil
you will find her shining face
I will capture that light in my eyes
perhaps it will cure my sick heart
....take me there again

--translation by
charu

Movie-- Sharabi Singer--- Mohammed Rafi Lyrics--- Rajendar Krishan
Stars---Dev Aanand and Madhubala
Music Director...Madan Mohan